Anybody feel like they are just waiting to blossom?

Today I am two weeks post op and all seems to be well/normal whatever that is. I just simply am not sure how to redefine myself. To the outside world I have not lost any weight yet. But by gosh things are changing on the inside. I just feel like I am in this limbo of waiting for something to "happen" like I wake up in the morning and none of my clothes fit or my own kids don't recognize me or something like that. I kinda giggle when I think about it. I think my focus had been so much on getting the surgery (having the baby) that I have not put too much thought into post op life (raising the child.) Now here I am with "my baby" and Lord, I have not much more than clue as to how to take care of her. Thanks for letting me share.

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