Am I the only one who feels this way???????

I am 19 days away from surgery and I am scared. I am not scared of surgery, I am scared of what happens before surgery. At first I worried about abnormal pre-op test results that might give reason to cancel surgery (which I still worry about, but kinda obsessing with another fear now) Now I am even more worried that I get sick before surgery and worried that there will be a delay. I can't wait anymore! I've waited over 2 years for this and I am dying inside! I won't be able to handle it! I CANNOT for the life of me think of anything else BUT the surgery...and what could go wrong before! I know I should take this time to prepare, and I should feel so blessed to have what so many people are still struggling for right now. But I just feel like something is gonna go wrong! And I don't know what to do. All of this "weight(ing)" has really taken it's toll on me! I am losing my mind! Has anyone had these feelings pre-op? Please let me know how you dealt with it. Should I be feeling this way? Am I normal? Please help. :'(

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