I made myself read every single memorial and I'm totally freaking out

In my preparation of learning and deciding to have surgery, I read every memorial and the number of people that died several days ,weeks ,even months from unexpected things like blood clots and heart attacks just have me so frightened. I keep thinking to myself..I'm in God's hands but maybe God guided me to those memorials so maybe I'll change my mind? Am I being paranoid? I have my consultation with my surgeon March 24th. I'll be bringing up my concerns. Can ANYONE say anything to calm me down? I'm really worried and to think just hours ago I was so excited about this surgery...now I'm just scared. Is this normal? Is God trying to give me a sign not to have this surgery?

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