30lb weight gain....Whats wrong with me?

I had an RNY distal oct 5th of 1999. I was down to 165 lbs and now in the last year and a half I have gained 25lbs. I feel like such a failure. I am so afraid of being 380lbs again...I do not eat sugar but I do notice I can eat alot more. I am so stressed out..Please help

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