Major changes on the outside......Can I deal with the inside???? HELP!!!!!

I have no idea what is going on here I think I am losing my mind. Too make a long story short I had been with the same person for the last 13 years of my life. I am 32 now so I was pretty young when we met. I am almost 1 year post op and weigh 129 pounds from 260. Lately I have been going out with my girlfriends and the attention is overwhelming. It is like this euphoria I can't even begin to describe. Men make comments about how "tiny" I am and it blows me away! Last weekend the "attention" dare I say was getting a little out of hand. I asked this guy what about the girl your with who was the same size I was just a year ago, and he made this horrible comment about her being a fat something or other!! Of course I let him have it and reminded him that he didn't exactly look like a body builder himself, but WOW! If I'm not the fat girl who the hell am I???? I still am with the same guy we have 3 beautiful children together and he is a good person. But...there always has to be that but....I can't help feeding off this attention. It's addicting!!!! I never dated around or "sowed my oats" per say. I question why I have stayed with the same man this whole time. Is it because I was afraid I wouldn't find someone else?? Through the years he has been on me about my weight and has told me flat out he had a problem with it. Am I seeking some sick sort of revenge? I haven't physically done anything as far as cheating unless flirting counts....Am I NUTS???HELP!!!!

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