WHY CAN'T I DO THAT

It is Saturday afternoon, and here I am holed up in my apt. watching the TV. Ever since I have decided to have the WLS I have been ultra aware of how much life I am missing. I saw a show about a festival, everyone was sooo happy and having fun..... I cant do that, if I walk more than a few yards, i loose my breath and my asthema kicks in. I have become so AWARE of my limitations being 415 lbs. and I find myself depressed. Little everyday things I cant do .... my mother who is 75 has a more active life than i do. I am so sick of being fat and not mobile. My friends want me to go to an open casting for a revival of the musical HAIR.... opps I cant. I dont have anything to wear. I am sooo tired of it. I cant even go to the show cause i do not fit in the seat. OH MY GOD HOW LONG CAN I TAKE THIS. How do i know it will get better. I am sooo low today.... HAPPY LABOR DAY, (YA RIGHT)

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