I won the insurance battle but now I'm lost

Coming out of major lurk mode. WEll I found out Monday that after 12 weeks of waiting I am approved and my date is 09-14-01 9am. The insurance while not a night mare was a fiasco. I spent nine weeks waiting, calling every other day only to be told it was still in review. Finally I get a call from the ins co on my caller ID. When I called back they did not know what they wanted. I flew of the handle and said some pretty strong stuff. I was transfered many times and finally reached someone who told me my paperwork had been in the wrong dept this whole time, so the correct people had not even seen it...More dirty words and I got the fax number to the 2 people who do obesity approval. Faxed it over and here it is 3 weeks later have an approval. Its great dont get me wrong but now I feel so.....purpose-less. I almost miss the calling begging and waiting on insurance because now there is nothing to do but mark off each of the 79 days till surgery. Can I be this passive after 3 months of almost daily fighting w/ ins? Am I crazy to feel this way? Everyone is so excitied for me. I am pretty blah about it. I mean I'm happy but not bouncing off the walls. My coworkers are more excited than I am. WHY? I've spent the last yr working towards this. Can any of you give me any advice on how to get back in the swing of things. Thanks. Jennifer 415 lbs, 25 yrs old Enjoying the first week child free I've had since I became a single mom 4 yrs old :)

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