Pregnant and Scared

Most of you on here have probably already read my pageat some time or another. I had a miscarriage last year - just 10 weeks after surgery. But what I did not put on there was that that was not the first it was the third in 5 years. Friday I realized I had not had my period and I bought a pregancy test just to calm my fears - hoping on one had it was negative and on the other that it was postive. Well the thing changed so quicly that I was not even given the full test minute to contemplate. IT WAS POSTIVE!...I almost fell off the toilet. I want to have this bay but I am afraid that I will loose it again. I cannot be more than 2 to 4 weeks and I cannot get to the doctor until Friday. I am very scared and I am not afraid to admit it. I also am wondering how my heartwill fare thru this pregnancy. I dreamed last night I was on the delivery table and as they said push - Ihad a heart attact. That is where I woke up. I know I sound paranoid but I AM.. and I just do not know what to do, what to think or how to feel. Can someone please reassure me that things will be fine? I know in reality you can not but any input wold be greatly appreciated. And if Icross poston the borads please do not email me to tell me - I already know. I just need help and any information I can get from this group would be greatly appreciated.

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