What is the use?

I am 14 months post op. I am happy with the weight I have lost. Only 10 lbs from goal. Problem--just this January, my insurance quit paying for tummy tuck and breast lift. I know I will have to pay for it myself. When I look in the mirror I see no difference at 165 than I did at 326 except my breast hanging to my knees. I hate the way I look. It will take me years to save the money to pay for all the plastic surgery I will need to look acceptable. I won't put the strain on my family to repay a loan for something I consider selfish. I am at the point of why bother. I won't be able to acheive the body I want and the one I have is not acceptable. I am just going through the motion of exercising and water and protein. Oh did I mention, I have been on a plateau for about 5 weeks now. I just want to throw up my hands and give up. Anyone else ever feel this way? Will it get better?

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