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Hi everyone. Ive been having some problems and am just wondering if anyone else has it and what do you do about it. I had my operation in March of 02.I weighted myself EVERYDAY. ( i know its a no no ) Well in may i moved and i didnt weight myself again until the 2nd week of sept. The last time i had weight i weighted 268 and when i weighted again i was at 226. Now heres the problem. Im doing everything to convince myself that the scales are wrong. Even though others get on them and they weight what they should. I just think "ok its right up to a certain weight" "The bigger you are the more wrong the scales get" I also do it with mirrors. I got a full link mirror a few days ago and its the first time ive seen myself in a full link mirror in a LONG time. (even when i tried clothes on i wouldnt look into one of those ever) Well ok this is goin to sound weird but you know how when you look at a shirt or something with alot of strips and it makes your eyes just feel weirid? well thats what happens when i look into the mirrow. I get laughed at because when i try to describe it they say im discribing a fun house mirror. But anyways I feel that the mirror is kinda humm lying LOL. My eyes are playing tricks. Because when i look into a regular bath mirrow( ones above the bath sink) i just see the old me. Fat and discusting. When i look into that full length mirror I see me as ALOT smaller. Ugh i know im making no sense. But what im saying is i still see myself as i did before surgery ( 315lbs ) Even though my clothes are getting lose. Thats another thing. Ive gotton NO new clothes i still wear the ones i did before surgery. Everyone said i need new clothes becuase those are lookin terrible on me because they are so baggy. But i dont feel that way. I still feel like they fit even though i can get them off without unbottoning the pants and so forth.. Am i just nuts? Whats wrong with me? i want to enjoy losing weight and feel what everyone else must feel.

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