Anyone NOT overweight as a child and suffer sexual abuse?

I was not overweight as a child, it began slowly around age 10. I have pictures and I was just a "normal" size. I am 337# at 33 yrs old. Almost everything I have read talks about people who were always overweight, but I deffinately was not. I did suffer sexual abuse from my father, uncle, neighbor and family friend. I'm just wondering if anyone else is like me. I've never gotten help for the....things that happened to me. I think I've blocked out thing in my childhood because I have a lot of blanks. I'm afraid that it's going to effect me when I don't have food anymore, you know, the way it used to be. I get this heavy feeling in my chest when I think about it which is almost every day now and I haven't had the surgery yet (Jan. 8). I have told a few people along the years but no one knows the guilt and disgust I really feel. Even I didn't know how much it bothered me until the last few weeks, I guess since I got surgery approval. Is that a coincidince? Thanks for listening.

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