Is there anyone out there who changed their mind at the last minute and cancelled. .

...surgery the night before? I researched for an entire year. I was so positive that I wanted this. I got an earlier date so I took it. May 13. I went in and they hooked up the IV and I had all the meds except the "I don't care" drug. When the doctors walked in the room to take me down, my heart rate went up to 158 and my blood pressure went way up too. They gave me a choice of finding out what the problem was right then or going down to O.R. and trying to bring the heart rate down with meds. I said I'd rather find out what's wrong first. So I went upstairs for echocardiogram which was normal. I got a new date of May 20 and I did all the prep. I had an awful doubt and I was for some reason terrified. I was suppose to be at the hospital at 6 am and I called at 1 am and cancelled. I was physically ill because of the fear I had of this whole thing. I don't understand how I could be so sure of something and have such a sudden change of heart. What do you all think of this. Has anyone ever done this and then had it done later on? I'm so confused on how I feel. I wanted the results, but the process scared me silly.

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