I'm only in the research stage, but obsessing already

I have been doing research on WLS for about a month, and I believe that I want to go through Compass. It seems like instead of my nerves settling as I come closer to making a decision, I get more fluttered and get scared of taking each step, no matter how small. Need to call the insurance company? Scared. Need to call the doctor's office? Scared. Need to ask a question of Compass? Scared! I was even afraid to post this question! I am normally a pretty calm and even headed person, but the possibility of having this surgery is really messing with my head. I would think that knowledge is power, or at least calm, but the opposite seems to be true with me. It's not necessarily the idea of actual surgery that is blowing my mind (yet), it's the process. I guess I just want to hear that someone else stayed freaked out like I am now, and got past it. Thanks.

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