I am afraid for my family & friends if I do pass away! HELP!

I am not afraid of dieing, however I am more afraid for my friends and family and the hurt I will put them through if I pass away. I am also afraid of that moment I have with my family right before I go into surgery not knowing if I am going to make it or not! I was condfident that I would make it through this surgery because I am 20 years old with a BMI of 49. (Thats high BMI but there have been people with MUCH higher that have gotten this surgery and made it through) but I have a borderline enlarged right ventricle and the cardiologist said most overweight people have enlarged hearts so I shouldnt worry and its actually suprising its not larger considering my weight. Since I heard that I have an enlarged heart, I have convinced myself I am going to die. I dont know how to deal with this! I want to go through it REALLY badly, but I cant put that emotional strain on my family if I were to pass away! Please Help! Somebody talk some sense into me!!

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