I was just wondering if anyone out there is as SCARED as I am?

All my life, everything has been a struggle for me. Right now, I am very very HAPPY with life.(Read the intro in my page) I have been soooo into this surgery for the past year. My best friend and I did everything together, she had her surgery in Dec. I was denied in Dec. and I was going nuts. I appealed in Jan. Got approved in Feb. Having Surgery in Mar. And now I am SCARED! Because of the way my life has been I always tend to go into things expecting the worst yet hoping for the best. I keep thinking to my self that if for any reason all else fails I've got age on my side. But I'm still sooo scared. I am going to write a "will" this week because I do have a son. I am feeling all these good then bad things. I have a lot to live for. I have lots of exciting things happening in my life soon, too! I will be taking engagement pictures in April. I am getting married on May 30th and my sons "10th" birthday is on Mar. 23rd. Im going to go nuts here... lol! Do you guys think I am being to extreme? Has anyone felt all of this, too?

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