sick on purpose

I have RNY in August of 2008 and have since reached my goal weight. I have always been very "religous" about what I allow my self to eat but I have been under a tremondous amount of stress in the last month or so and I have noticed that I am falling back into the habit of using food to relieve stress. I find my self eating even though I know that I will feel like crap in a little while. Then I justify what I am eating with thoughts like "it won't matter becuase I will be sick soon anyway" or I will eat until I feel better and then just make myself sick. Am I going crazy or is this part of the normal battle that we all face

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