My surgery was post-poned and have new date but Im having 2nd thoughts ? Why .. Help

I was originally scheduled for surgery on 1-6-10 , it was cxl'd due to infection, Im on a anti-biotic for it and now my new surgery date is Feb 10,2010 but my mind is playing tricks on me and Im thinking I dont need it, this is more trouble than its worth,not to mention how frigid scared I am!! I was somewhat releived when I was told 2 days b4 surgery that it was'nt going to happen, I keep thinking Im not as bad as what I think and I can do this on my own, I lost 33lbs to date,its driving me nuts and Im 2nd guessing saying to myself Am I crazy? As I continue to read the Q & A its scaring the hell outta me, so many people have complications .. Is this really worth it and maybe my surgery was cxl'd for a reason, was this a way of god telling me I dont need it,, I know its not any picnic by any stretch of the imagination, this is very serious surgery and Im at a state of confusion,, I know I'll regret it if I dont go through with it, I think Im more scared thaN anything ,someone please help ,me make sense of this ?

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