Anyone else panic right before surgery?

I am having surgery in less then a week and I am suddenly in a panic. I keep thinking what am I doing? Did I make the right choice? I feel lost and unprepared. I have reseached this like crazy and worked at it for over 9 months and finally the day is coming and now I feel as if I have forgotten everything and I dont know what to do after and I have come realize I have a huge issue with food. It is emotional and very much about control and I am worried about how to learn to handle it and all the changes after. What if I fail? I am confussed on the stages of eating, of when to go from liquids to soft foods and for how long and if I will ever eat normal foods again, like pizza or pasta or chicken or birthday cake or a soda. I know not the best choices, but still not sure if will ever eat them again. Anyone else panic like this?

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