guilt need help

I am 10 months out and I have lost 170 lbs and I am having a really hard time with several issues mental guilt I had to pay for surgery we borried the money from 401 k plan and are paying it back monthly and I have a lot of guilt over the money as I dont think I deserve the cost and I have a constant guilt over food worry about the eating too much I know I dont but I still worry the food issue is always on my mind I have been in the hospitol 3 times and over throwing all my food up and dehydration issues I am happy I had my surgery and I think I have done well but I am in a costant turmoile over these issues does anyone have these issues or some advice as I hate to burdin my family as I feel so bad about the issues please advise thanks Cindy

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