Am i really lazy or could it be something more?

Mom has told me that i was a lazy child to begin with. I hated playing outside, i would rather curl up with a book in my room alone. i hated ballet and softball (i thought they were boring!) and she never let be do hockey or gymnatiscs or football or anything I actually had an interest in. I mostly avoided my family, expecially my cousins who were my age. I was a normal sized kid to begin with and didn't start gaining weight until i hit puberty. I'll admit there was a lot of chaos in my life growing up, but mom keeps telling that i make it out more than it was. I guess she thought I was happy in my own little world of make-believe and fantasy from my books. I know i can be lazy. I hate restricting my food and no matter how bad i want to lose weight, i usually cheat within twenty-four hours of starting a new diet. I hate the treadmill, it hurts my knees and ankles. I hate walking and biking, we have too many hills around here. I don't mind the local gym, but it's too expensive and i'm on a budget. There are things i want to try. Kayaking, and canoeing, but I'm too lazy(?) to look for a boat that can hold my 315 lb body. I would also like to try rock climbing and horse back riding, but I don't want to fall or break a horses back. I'm also a binger, but i have gotten better about how much i eat. used to be 2 or 3 mcd's value meals now down to one and an extra fry. I have no control when it comes to pizza either. I can eat a large from little ceasers, no problem. I actually ate a medium from domino's yesterday and i was still hungry when i finished! Sorry for the babbling, but I'm getting tired of being called lazy by my parents. (I had to move back home 'cause of some financial problems)

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