Am I normal???I do not feel like I am

I had gastric bypass 09/07. Surgery weight was 255 I am now 148. My goal weight was 150. I am happy that I have reached my goal. Problem is, from day one no matter what protein drink or protein product I bought or buy, I get sick from it. I honestly think that a lot of this is a mental thing with me. I think I make myself sick before I even drink the product. I have wasted about $1000 on this stuff and cannot do it anymore. Now, I find myself eating what I want for my three meals. When I say what I want I mean I am eating small portions but I know it is not what I SHOULD be eating. I don't eat fast food but, I don't have the patience to eat this and eat that. I still experience dumping costantly because one day I eat something and I am okay with it and the next it makes me sick. We are not supposed to drink 1/2 hour before we eat and after. If don't drink while I am eating I am guaranteed to throw up. I feel like my food just won't go down if I don't take a couple of sips of something. Summing it up, I think I am a ticking time bomb. I probably will end up gaining all my weight back... HELP......

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