Who to choose... for marriage

I know that this may not be a wls question, but i truly need help!!! I have been with my boyfriend for 7 years. Although he cheated on me 3x w/3 different woman, i feel like i cannot trust him to the fullest extent! Our relationship is rocky. He wants to get married, i dont! He has NO job and has not been able to hold a steady job since we got back together 3 years ago. I honestly am not happy! Well, my ex always calls me out the blue to see if i'm still with my boyfriend and although he has a girlfriend of 5 years he say that he is not happy. We always talk at least 2-3 times per month. His mom hooked them up, because they are johovah witness so that is what she wants her son to marry. We both are LEO'S, (i am 6 days older then him) so its like we are always tryin to impress everyone instead of ourselves! He took me out for my birthday thursday and i didnt get in the house till 5am the next morning. What i am gettin at is am i wasting my time or does he still love me! We talked for hours! He loves my son and everytime i see him he always say he should have been my son's father! We first got together when we were 15 so that like 12 years of chemistry. I truly need help cause everytime i think bout him i inhale & exhale. and i cant stop smilin. When we are around eachother we are always smilin, i NEVER seen him mad or we NEVER got into it out of the 12 years that we have been together. We broke up because his mom wanted me to be a johovah witness so that we can get married. I was only 18 then. Any comments will be greatly appreciated! Nicky

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