I will be 8 months post-op on June 2, 2003

I am having a horrible time with my weight loss. I have been under a lot of stress and I just seem to be out of control. I must of ate 15 of those small amos choc chip cookies last nite along with watermelon, and sunflower seeds. That was just last nite I had 3 slices of thin dominos pizza for lunch, and a rice krispy treat fro breakfast, and this was just yesterdays HORRIBLE day. I have gained 5 pounds in 3 days (IM NOT KIDDING). I can pack the pounds on. All I do is cry now, I am on a depression med my pcp put me on that. I know I have read of others who think they are failures, but Im so serious I dont think I am, (I KNOW I AM) why do I do this to myself? Im far from happy. I started at 348 and this am I was 250, I have not lost any weight for 2 months not even a ounce. I know I will never see 200 pounds that was my goal. Im so tired of being fat and ugly. I will not compare myself to others because I know we all are different. I go back to see my surgeon on June 3rd, Im sure he is not going to be happy with my loss (or should I say NO loss) I only see him every 3-4 months now. I want to ask him for a revison, but Im afraid he will not do it. He always says he gave me a tool and I need to use it so he will know im not using it correct. sorry this is so long I could go on and on.

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