6 Months Post Op, Questions about Depression and Failure

I had my surgery Oct 2, 2002, so that means the 2nd of next month is 6 months post-op. I swear I feel like im back to ALL my old habits. I never feel full. I never have from day one gotten sick from anything. I have been in a very depressed mood because Im feeling like a failure once again. Todate I have lost 88 pounds and I am so very happy with that. I would still like to lose another 86 pounds. I am wondering if anyone else has been in my situation, and if so what did you do to help your self. I just printed the pouch rules for dummies so I'm going to read that after this post. I need some help really bad. If not help maybe some answers that will make me feel as though I'm not going to fail. I sure hope im making sense because im feeling confused right now. Thanks to anyone who may be able to help me

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