any advice about feeling not big enough to be obese and small enough to be skinny?

I just moved to a new state and nobody knows what I used to look like.(308pds to 180pds) At my new job I was joking with a coworker about staying late and told him I would have to start charging him. He answered with "ha ha, I'll buy you lunch one day, oh on second thought It might be cheaper just to pay you." When I went home on a visit about two months later, alot of people were like eeww you look gross, you have no shape anymore, your like a ruler. I feel so umcomfortable wearing clothes that actually fit,I feel umcomfortable wearing clothes that are too big for me..please help..

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