14 Months out and gaining

I have been gaining and losing the same 7 pounds for four months now. I'm 14 months post op (-126 lbs) and fear that my "window" has slammed shut. I am SO angry and frustrated that I have thrown up my hands and have gone back to turning to food to cope. Though I no longer eat the same large portions, the behavior (grazing, bingeing) is still unhealthy and will no doubt lead me back to 326 pounds. I'm so scared,depressed,and just feel like such a failure. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for what I've lost so far, and I'm sure I sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself-maybe I am, but I'm trusting that you won't slam me for it. This is just so HARD,and I am desperate. Please help.<P> I need to know how to get back on track....

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