Surgery July 2010
How are you?
I really want to hear about all thats going on in your life.. that way it might help someone else...
This is what happend to me..
Today while on a food run for my husband and crew... I decided to grab some topings off of left over pizza my husband ordered . Although I am about 1 day shy of going off liquids and on to mushies... I thought.. what the heck.
I chewed and chewed and pulverized that cheese and meat. I only took about two quarter size bites and wanted more, but I stopped anyway and in a few minuts I was full... really full......now two hours later.. oooohhh. my belly is not really hurting, but doesn't feel so good. Like it's heavy.... Stupid... stupid... I'm going to drink as much liquids as my little stomach can handle. I wish I could barf... but so far haven't reach that point yet... but I'm sure it will come.
Getting into pizza is one of the things that got me overweight. WHAT's Wrong with ME>>> stupid..
So then today...I had 2 slices of chicken deli sliced meat and 2 slices havarti cheese and I was so full it hurt... I mustve ate too fast cuz theres no way that shoulda all went down... I felt crappy and then the guilt kicked in too... it wasnt that it wasnt time (VSG 7/19/10) I dont think but the amount was ridiculous...uggg and I even gained a half a lb or so...I was bummed...so I ate half of the amount today we shall see. I am obsessed with the dang scale every morning... so maybe tom I will lay off the addiction...LOL I was losing a lb a day and that happened kinda bummed me out for the day ...do you think thats stupid?? I feel like the more food I am eating the more I am not going to lose weight how can I ? I was losing cuz I was on protein shakes and popsicles..well I am sure theres a method to this madness...Lisa