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So SICK of PCOS!

Amy Pepper
on 4/3/10 3:08 pm - Milaca, MN
I wanna cry, scream throw a fit, act like a damn baby! AHHHHHHHHH!
 I am so tired of this pain. I keep getting told it isnt the PCOS thats causing me this pain, but my insides are always full of fluid from those stupid cysts that are popping!
 My friends, family and even boyfriend look at me like I'm crazy! They can't see it so I must be faking it right?!  A few of the docs think I'm drug seeking!  GOD! Alls I want is some relief..
 I feel so alone in this. I have double up on meds all day trying to get rid of the pain, and of course it doesn't help but sure has given me some serious gut rot!
 I'm going in soon to have the ovaries removed (April26th), and honestly I dont think its soon enough. I can't even move tonight it hurts so bad! But I had to finish cleaning the house for tomorrow, finish my homework (not done of course) and then I had to get some goodies cooked, including my own b~day cake! Nice right? Ya..
  What a crappy weekend Im having it is easter and my b~day tomorrow and I will spend it in pain!
 What do you guys do? How do you get through the pain? How about the emotions, and the people around you, how do you get them to understand that you are for real! And it really hurts...
 Phew.. It feels better to get that out..I really do hope having this surgery is going to be what helps......

tysmom
on 4/3/10 4:22 pm, edited 4/3/10 4:34 pm - El Paso, TX
I am so sorry you are having to go through this and not have anyone close to you that understands. You did the right thing about coming on here to your Cysters and venting, because truly we are the only ones that can understand you because we live with it also. As for the pain, you shouldnt have to be going through that much pain and still have 3 weeks to live with it. I would be calling the doctor right away. I do understand about people thinking you are faking the pain. My husband thinks I fake alot of my pains and troubles just to get attention, but in fact I am in pain. I do know what you are going through and it breaks you down emotionally, and you bottle up everything inside until you just dont complain anymore and you deal with it. Then everyone wonders why you are a *****! Well if they had to live in pain everyday they would be *****in too.

Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you!  I hope you have a great one!

Jess
    
   

2/22/2010 Weight= 248
10/8/2012 Weight= 148 
JenCat84
on 4/9/10 12:46 pm
I am lucky to not have those symptoms and I am so sorry you have to experience that. Hang in there.

I started at 324lbs and a size 26.  After losing 100 lbs, I became pregnant with my first daughter, who was born in March 2011.  My second daughter was born in September 2013.  I have maintained a healthy lifestyle and now hover around 160lbs.  I would like to get back to the 140lbs before I became pregnant with my second daughter.  The sleeve literally gave me LIFE - two beautiful, healthy little girls.  My husband had his VSG with Dr. Marema on 10/1/2012 and is on his weight loss journey, currently down 90lbs. 

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