I put myself and my 4.6 lb Chihuahua (Nico) on a BPD time out for two days.- LMAO

I'm in a foul mood.


What should have taken me 15 min to get home took an hour.


A WHOLE FREAKING HOUR!!!


I can't get that hour back you know.


I hate I- 635.


I have my friends PMS I think cause I'm a straight up BEYOTCH today.


Thx for sharing the wealth my friend.


Please tread lightly

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  I'm annoyed today for some unknown reason and today is a day that I
  just need to be all alone.
  
  
  This is my BPD showing it's ugly head.
  
  
  I HATE this part of me.
  
  
  HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT, but it is what it is.
  
  
  At least I recognize my triggers.
  
  
  I hope you all had a better day than me.
  
  
  I have wished violent "Wicked Attraction" (http://investigation.discovery.com/tv/wicked-attraction/) deaths upon people all day long.  
  
  
  Nico & I are in bed where we will stay for the rest of today & all day tomorrow.
  
  
  If you need us im, text, or email us as WE will not be answering any doors or phones.
  
  
  WE are having a BPD/Bipolar time out & need solitude to re-adjust our attitudes.
  
  
  Please respect our wishes.
  
  
  I hope you all are safe, sound, & are at home relaxing.
  
  
  Hope you all GOT 'ER DONE today.
  
  
  Have an absolutely fabulous Monday evening.
  
  
  ♥ ya'll.
  
  
  Even though I feel like crap right now I can still educate you all.
  
  
  These are some of the symptoms I go through with my BPD.
  
  
  http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/borderline-personality-disorder-fact-sheet/index.shtml
  
  
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Hi Teena,

I think bed sounds like the best idea ever.  it's the place i go to decompress too.  i've got some bpd going on as well and it's a btch and can make you feel so awful, as can wasting an hour you'll never get back on the HIGHWAY!!!!

I hope you and Nico luxuriate in bed, don'****ch too much ID on Discovery (one of my faves, actually!), and just zone out today!!!  (((((((hugs)))))  if you'd like 'em!

Ann,

Thank you.

I am in a much better mood today and am no longer in timeout with Nico.

I am back to the real world.

I am glad this did not last very long.

I hate my mental illnesses, but I am glad that I have the coping skills that I do to know how to survive with them.

ID is my favorite channel too.

Have an absolutely fabulous Tuesday.

My depression manifests itself as anger, and I find the best medicine is a good session with the punching bag. Grrr...

 I have tried that, but since I have major anger issues my therapist says it is best to use peaceful coping skills to overcome my anger.

Punching a bag is to much like punching a face he says.

LMAO.