Hi Everyone,
I apologize for not blogging on my own group. Ive been dealing with my wt lose and actually been hybernating. No excuse though.
The issues Ive been having have to deal with everyones issue pertaining to my weight lose.
What does my wt. loss have to do with you? Why do I have to occommadate your needs? Im still me! havent changed one bit just my dress size. Why cant it be like old times? Stop talking about my weight loss.
So this is what Ive been having to deal with. I have come to terms with the fact I have to be around differernt  people and different groups. Didn't realize how much wt. loss affects your life.   Im trying to get my feelings under control thats why I logged on . Please forgive me for not being ontop of my blog.  Thanks

I will soon be having my surgery. As a matter of fact tomorrow. I was dreding the liquid diet but I started it early. I was about to hurt someone the first day.  I managed to go through the first day. Then the second day came and went. Im on the forth day and I get a call to come to surgery in three days. Oh Geez.
Well, Im so excited but today I had a cinco de mayo fundraiser and had Nachos and chips n salsa and quesadillas all in front of me.
I held my ground and did not give in.  Boy, am i  proud of myself.  This friend of mine who is half my age said to me " Maritza, If you cant even handle one day then you cant handle the lap band" Boy that woke me up.
Well, My life will be changing tomorrow, So either I can make the same old choices and feel horrible the next day or I can choose to change my life with this tool and live the life Ive been wishing for , for twenty years.
I CHOOSE LIFE , how bout you. Your friend M