1st real emotional roller coaster since surgery

Just noticed how more irritating I got today over something (see blog).  It was like I didnt have my normal control.  One minute I was pissed (ready to slap someone) and then the next wanted to cry.  I know its hormonal most likely, but I didnt like it one bit.

Fran, your hormones are a raging.  I am glad that I am not within striking distance, lol.  Take some deep breaths, the episode will pass.  Having labs out of whack can also affect your mood, you know that.  Keep working the exercise, the endorphins will help with some of the mood swings.  Hang in there.

I am able to access my labs over the internet with a special program that the clinic has.  I signed a form, they gave me a password and a link and I have access to the results.  I can also email a question to the clinic this way too.  See if that is possible for you. 

Now use the need to 'slap' as a boost to your exercises.  Keep up the losing, hugs.

I came home, ate lunch,k and then went to work.  Suprisingly my mood softened once at work for a few hours.  GO figure! 

Took the day off from exercise just because I really didnt have time after the appt, then waiting for my scripts to get filled and then rushing home to eat lunch.  However I got a date tomorrow with the ELLIPTICAL with HILLS!!!  Gonna push through it.  Not sure how long I can do it.. but if I get 20 minutes in, i will be thrilled.

Not sure if my doc has that fancy setup for labs, probably not because he dont even have a credit card machine.. LOL..  Cant use my flex spend account card with him.   But what I am thinking of doing next time is get him to write me a script for the labs, go to lab corp and have it drawn, and then have them fax it to him and mail it to me.  Think this will work out better for me.  If he wont do it, then I am finding another PCP.  Still might do that.  I got back to see him in 2 months, so we shall see how I feel between now and then