Here I am Again....

I am back.  I don't know why I left.  I am in counseling and my doctor says that it's part of my self-destructive nature to ditch the things that are for my benefit.  So I'm back.  I really want this.  I feel like I'm fighting with myself inside.  One side of me says this is the best thing for me.  The other side says I'm worthless and undeserving of the health and happiness that surgery will bring me.  I got married.  My son turned three.  I've been inactive for about two months.  

I need to find a support group.  I'm going to make a better effort to make some friends on here and make it to the Bariatric Buddy chat.  

Sorry I was MIA.

Yeah.

Welcome Jane. We haven't met since I probably joined after you were gone. I'm glad to meet you and if you need a friend, I will be here for you.

Amalia

I know how you feel! I went MIA on here for a while but now I am back and on track! I am here for you if ya need it! I am still pre-op but hopefully will be post-op soon! You can Instant message me here or shoot me an email!  I am usually on a cpl times a day! These ladies have helped me out in some tough jams!

Glad to have you back with us Jane! Did you have your surgery yet?
Please do utilize this group to help you along the path. We are here for support in many aspects of life. They all effect the other. When we begin to find balance, everything becomes a bit easier.

Looking forward to seeing you in chat!
Welcome back!
Hugs

Welcome back Jane, always ready to welcome anyone back to the flock. We are here for each other. Sounding boards when needed, gentle kick inthe hinder just rarely. Most of all just postive support from others that have been in the same boat. Walking away from difficult things is the easy way out. We all have those moments, we are human.

I will be at chat tomorrow, post often to express your needs. Using the page for sharing. Hugs