Tuesday is the day

 Well the 8th of June is the beginning of the rest of my life. This is great because my surgery is 9 days before my 45th birthday, I am being reborn in a way.
I am getting excites, nervous and anxious of course. I have been shopping, cleaning and pacing...lol but it is all ok. Once I get to the hospital that morning it will be alright, it is just the waiting that kills me. This has been a  long time coming and so needed.
I know I have not posted much lately but I have been reading posts and information but more then anything what motivates me is the pictures people have shared (before and after) I can not wait to do that. I want to see me pose as a skinny. I have told people for many years there is a tiny women fighting to get out of me and look out cause here she comes.
I do not know if I will get a chance to update till I get home. There is internet access at the hospital and there are computer stations through out the hospital so anything is possible.
Thank you all for being here, for supporting us and for sharing, it has made this part of the journey easier.

CONGRATS!!!! Wow..it is so close! it will be here before you know it now. I look forward to traveling along side you in your journey. Let us know if we can support and encourage you along the way! Thanks for the update! Waiting to welcome you to the losers bench!

Merinda, this is it, your surgery is this week.  A great new beginning on health.  Let's do this together.  Hugs