My head wont be still!!!

   Soooo... I have been waiting to see when they start scheduling surgeries for 2010.
   I am number 23 on the list as soon as they start scheduling. BUT!... there's always some ass involved somewhere (last remark for my entertainment). I was told it could be set as far out as April, May or June ... Yeah, and as anxious as I am about getting the WLS and getting on with my life from there, tis a bit unnerving to have to wait so long yet still. And this has gotten my head spinning from one extreme to another.
    I know that it all takes time, but by golly I am ready to get er dunn already.
   I have given myself all the speaches I could think of since I got the message yesterday. They didnt work. My mind is still in next month mode and my body is withdrawing from anxiety. I'd a never thunk it!!!
   But on a note, they did tell me to check in from time to time, and I will. Also I will drop them a note that if they have any cancellations, I am more than ready and can be there within three hours from here. Of course I will wait til next week to send the message, and keep my fingers crossed for the best outcome of the situation.
Worst case scenario... I have to take Xanax all day tomarrow as well as today. LOL

Those praying members... please pray for a good word from surgeon as soon as it may come. And toss in a lil something for my sanity too.
   Now I have to get things around here ready for me to go babysit tomarrow and sunday. So I may or may not be at chat Monday night. I hope I am around here so I can be anyway.
   I have my surgery on my shoulder Wednesday so I will be the usual MiA again for a few days.

   Stay warm, and I will try to stay sane! Huggz,  

Praying for your sanity and a quick resolution of the surgery list.  Congrats on getting the shoulder surgery date pinned down.

Have fun babysitting, bottle up the energy of the little ones.  Keep a portion for yourself and send the rest of the energy on over this way. 

Linda.. I know it is so frustrating.. But you are right on the brink! I seriously doubt you'll be scheduled that far out. If you are number 28 I'd think Feb maybe march at the latelst., But then what do I know???
Hold it together gal. Just use this time to focus on getting everything in order, learning all you can and start working on some of the changes that are a must after wls.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Enjoy those grandkids!
Hugs!