I need a buddy

Hi Vicki. I'm waiting for my RNY and I know exactly what you mean. I cannot seem to stop eating and it's not really the "last supper" syndrome. It's more like some form of self-sabatage for me. I feel horrible-bloated, nauseated, can't breathe, but can't seem to stop eating. I have always been a stress eater and right now I guess my stress level is pretty high! I haven't been able to come here for the past couple of days, been crazy busy at home and at work. I have my appt. with my surgeon on the 22nd and I'm afraid that I'll gain so much weight he won't set my date! It does say in my paperwork that they will cancel your surgery if you gain weight. Is this my sub consious way of NOT having the surgery? Or am I just another addict out of control? Keep coming around here and reading and posting. There are a lot of good people here and it sure helps to have others who know what you're going through.

I haven't been able to join the chats because I'm usually tied up on Mondays, but I looked and can't figure out just how to do it, either. Someone with more knowledge will help you figure it out I'm sure!

Hugs,
Rhonda

So glad you made it to the chatroom tonight Vicki.  You are learning quickly.