Bariatric Buddy
Strange day yesterday...
I took advantage of my mood yesterday and confronted the friend. I'm glad I did....it needed to be addressed, however, I am not sure I wish to maintain that friendship. She has some pretty messed up ideas on what my end of the friendship should be even tho she doesn't feel the need to offer anything back. Then I call her, and call her out on it, and I hear how she's missed having me in her life so much and she's so sorry and really needs our friendship. I told her, i don't need a friendship that is nothing but a source of pain and struggle. Told her its not worth it. She ended up asking me over and over to try again to maintain our friendship. Just dunno. Friends just don't act like she has been acting. Not a real friend. At least not in my opinion. But I told her exactly how I felt, and pulled no punches, and that was rather liberating.
Next my son.. he and I and his sweety have to have a long talk. Everytime we get something he likes or she likes, the first thing they say is, ohhh can we have it when you guys die.? I feel like they are wishing death upon us so they can have what they want. Also we have helped them out more than you can imagine, and never...never are they here for us when we need help. That battle remains to be faced.
Ahhhhhh well.. was nice to vent a bit.. sorry to lay my "stuff" on you guys. Just had to let it out. Thanks for "listening"
Patrece
JUST DO THE NEXT RIGHT THING!
Obesity Help Support Group Leader & Coach
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bariatricbuddy
Lost 114 lbs. working on getting rid of a recent 10 lb regain...and WILL succeed!
Oh Patrece, first of all, don't ever feel you have to apologize for venting in here...that's what we're here for. God knows you listen to all of our gripes and complains. *Big Hug* I'm so sorry you have so much on your plate right now. Good for you, though, for confronting your friend. Those kinds of angers are never good to keep inside. And I totally agree with you, if a friendship drains you and never gives anything back, it might be time to take a good hard look at that friendship.
Good luck talking to your son and his girl. Personally I wouldn't dream of saying something like that to my mother. Even the idea of her passing is too painful for me to even think about. I wouldn't even say something like that in a joking way. Sorry, just my two cents. I think you have every right to speak your mind.
I'm sending lots of prayers your way that today will be a better day for you, Patrece.
Love and hugs,
Sukie
Your son and his girl need to adjust their attitudes. If they want something, plan for it, save and they can have anything they need. That is the way the rest of us get what we want. Never mind you if we neeeeeeed it. Time to have an enlightening talk with them too.
Get weebles and give her a great big hug. When she hugs you, I am wrapping my arms around you, sharing my hug too. Remember, we are walking together (long distance). It is good for the soul.
Anything else tucked away in there causing concern? Just look this way and unload your woes. Thanks for listening when I needed the shoulder too.
Hugs, Kathy
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It really hurts, especially because it is something that has been said a few different times now. I feel like he's hoping we will just die...
I'll just leave everything to my dogs! That'll teach em!
Patrece
JUST DO THE NEXT RIGHT THING!
Obesity Help Support Group Leader & Coach
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bariatricbuddy
Lost 114 lbs. working on getting rid of a recent 10 lb regain...and WILL succeed!