9 Years Banded

Was at my goal for 4 years, then went on fertility meds to get pregnant.  Doctor told me AFTER that sometimes fertility meds can change banding patients metabolisms forever.

Have since gained 40 lbs back (20 from quitting smoking) 20 from the meds.  Miscarried at 4 months unfotunately but metabolism is just stuck.

Still have a good amount of restriction, but weight isn't coming off. Doctor wants me on protein shakes as 2 meal replacements a day.  I haven't wanted to listen to him (I'm stubborn) as my way worked last time (lots of protein and exercise) but it's obviously not working this time.

Mad, sad, and disappointed.  I have tasted thin, and I miss it very much :(

Just wanted to vent.   I know what I have to do (listen to doctor and follow his advice).  But I'm feeling sorry for myself currently and just wanted to rant.

Thanks for listening :)

You can always rant here babe.  Success is never giving up and you can do it.  Remember also you metabolism is slower to because you are older now.  Mix up your exercise too.  Are you journaling your food?  I use Myfitnesspal.com and this is a wonderful site for logging you food and exercise and you can get some awesome support too!  Send me your email address and I will send you an invite for this website.Take care and sending positive vibes your way. 

Find the positives to focus on.  You have not gained all your weight back.  You have stopped gaining. Believe me I know getting gained weight off is not easy but you can do it.