Daily Maintenance Weigh In - Monday 12/3

When I tried to post over the weekend, the Reply Message area was greyed out.  I thought it was my new Windows 8 laptop, but maybe it isn't.  I will have to try with it again tonight.  165.2...............................still.

105 today.  Yesterday was a horrid eating day. It was the worst day of eating since I had VSG surgery.  We went to a holiday party at "our" winery.  We are members there and get invited to all the fun events they have and they have something going on every month.  For some reason I just didn't feel like being anywhere near plan.  I drank wine and port, had appetizers and cheeses and countless other things.  I am trying to do a post mortem on this and see what I was thinking.  So far, the only thing that seems to fit is that I "just wanted to let go and go crazy".  They had beautiful live music and everyone was so festive, I just didn't want to watch myself at all.   I am back on program today.  Alan is making soup and I will be working from 12:00 PM all the way until 9:00 tonight.  I will be lucky to get 1000 calories in all day.  When I work, unfortunately, there is no time at all to eat.  I am lucky to get something to drink every once in a while.  This schedule is a bit unusual, my days are usually not this packed, so I will be just going for survival today rather than perfection.  Alan is putting together "lunch" disguised as a small survival pack of snacks.  I am really lucky to have him because in all honesty without him, I probably would have just skipped eating and had something when I came home.  Not a great plan to go 9 hours without food.  I am still a work in progress.

136.9 and off to bed early I think.. tired out.