Hey Ladies I can't get over how the remaining fat re-distributes...

All joking aside Brandi...  I don't know and right now I don't care.  It will be what it will be, I am just trying to maintian under 155 lbs, make healthy choices and not 'think' about my weight so much.

I showed hubby today and he had some funny comments:
Cindy:  Look honey my boobs have filled in and perked up
Barry:  Ya I noticed and you have very happy nipples too!  (men!!)
Cindy;  It's great but I really like to be skinny!!
Barry:  Ya but you also like to EAT!!



My gosh I love that man!

Have a good one everyone!

Cindy

 Cindy that is WAY frickin cool, I mean it. you finally see that you look good and can enjoy this - there you go!  

Ya it was definatley an AH HA moment!

Thank my dear,

Cindy

YAY Cindy!  You feeling good about yourself is a major victory.  I'm so happy for you.

I too sleep naked.  Two walls of my bedroom are floor to ceiling mirrors so I get to have a good look at myself daily.  Many many months ago I started stopping to actually look at myself and take the time to say that I love my body, regardless of the bumps and curves and pockets of fat that just don't wan to leave me.  I have to remember from where I've come of dieting since grade school to 59 when I had my Sleevie done.  Those were a damn lot of years to be filled with self hatred towards my body and self but these daily stops of self love and appreciation are really helping me.  Two weeks ago I was in a store, tried on a cute little sweater and had to just stop dead in my tracks are realize that I looked good and I was happy with how I looked.  Now that to me is a real miracle!!

*squeeze*

JoyJOYJOY!!!

Luv you Mz. B~

Hi Lee,

You know I have watched your progress for a long time, I used to participate in the Lightweight Board and I think I met you over there.

You are so beautiful and I am so proud of you.  You have worked hard to get to where you are and it sounds like you are doing great both inside and out.

Big hugs and I love what you wrote above.  I get it!!

Cindy

Big big hugs to you too Cindy.  My wish for you has always been that you see your gorgeous self as the rest of us do.  It's amazing what a process this all is.  I think that the ultimate end goal is to feel great about ourselves.  I'm happier with myself at a month away from 61 than I've really ever been before.  I guess it's taken me a long time to "come into my own".

Life is good and it's so much easier to deal with the challenges now!

Now that's real talk Cindy.

You better work it like a top model !!!!!!!! 


You look amazing  !!!  

lol Thanks so much Phyll.

I used to watch that show all the time.  I loved it.  I also used to get a daily email from Victoria Secret.  I have stopped both.  For some reason I have 'always, always" wanted to be skinny.  Even when I was super thin as a kid and teenager, it was never thin enough.  I think that is how I got fat, never being happy with how I was.

So I am not going to repeat that.  I have put my foot down and I am going to enjoy my body for what it is here and now.

I am going to strutt my stuff as if I am a top model...  or I will when I feel better :)

Thanks so much honey,

Cindy