Random Thoughts.....

I miss Cindy's daily maintenance weigh in and random thoughts!!  Miss you Cindy!

Today, 178......

Random Thoughts.......I'm glad the last of the turkey/stuffing/scalloped potatoes is gone.....eventhough I didn't eat as much as I would have prior to vsg, the feelings felt the same....

Hi Sweetheart!

I'm back!!  Sorry about that!  I ran away from home for a few says, yes I actually ran away...

I checked into a hotel, by myself, and ate and watched TV... closed myself off from everyone and everything...

I have been weining off of my Fluoxitine for months now... I was on it for PMDD, I think it is finally out of my system...

Good right?  No not so good, my moods are all over the place, from one extreme to the other...

I have too much energy, I don't know what to do with it...

I am going back on, but with a smaller does.  Perhaps one pill every other day...

Hubby and I worked to get me off it, so that I would have no drugs in my body, so that I could be clear minded...

But the benefits are not outweighing the negatives, hubby was worried sick...  what I did was wrong and I know that.

I am going back on, it levels out my mood, and keeps my relationship strong a stable.  Hubby can be my brain :)

Hugs, and again, sorry about that.  This was the toughest cycle I have had in years..

Just love your honesty!  You are such a gift to all of us and to yourself!  I was on the same drug (prozac) several years ago and it drove me crazy.  Sex was a nightmare for me when I was on this drug.  I know how you feel about not wanted to put drugs in our bodies, but ya know....there are many good drugs that help so many people, especially with it comes to PMD and mental illness.  Depression sucks....been there, done that and still do it sometimes......Love you girlie!

i agree when cindy is not around with her posts, its like a big peice of comfty furniture has been taken from the room..

get used to seeing the posts, they become part of life so its a shock to the system when they dissappear.



welcome back cindy glad to see you back, you really were missed... maybe there is a better drug out there for you so you can not only control your moods but you can think as well....

I wish you the best in what ever you decide.

I agree...You were definately missed