3 days from RNY....HELP

I am three days away from my RNY on 5/31/11 and I am just so emotional.  I nearly cancelled the surgery today!  I have just been pushing people away and just almost sabotaging myself and I don't know what to do.  That has been the pattern of my life...start having success and then sabotage your success...

I am needing encouragement and words of wisdom.  Am I crazy?  How do I deal with all this emotion?  What are the things I need to truly focus on before I show up at the hospital Tuesday morning at 5:30am?

I don't know what to do or how to feel...I am stressed and scared and just a jumble of emotions....excited...nervous....

HELP!

Arianne

Arianne ,
I am sorry I was not here to answer your questions. Please check back in with us and let us know how you are doing . You will still go through a barage of emotions even now that the surgery is over.
Please do not hesitate to wrtie to me if you need help .

Take care ,
Natalie