Thursday@4Pm
A light at the end of the tunnel
This past year has been one big pile of **** I have been tested financially, mentally and physically. I've gotten used to my crappy life, so I just roll with it these days.
Let's recap 2011 so far...car I still owed $8000 dollars on engine blew, BK'd, losing house, $2000 fridge broke, dishwasher broke, air conditioner broke, pool broke, lost my unemployment benefits, PB late call about money, Scripps late call about money, had to sell boat to keep my husband business a float, bookkeeping hours got cut, got my taxes done finally and I owe over $1800 (of course)...hhhmmm is that all...give me a minute...I can think of tons more things. LOL
This week, I have been so dam depressed. Even the fact that I had WL surgery wasn't enough to cheer me up.
BUT, I think things might be starting to turn around. I got a letter from our mortgage company (delivered by FedEx signature required) telling me they will pay me to stay in my house if I help to get it sold. Apparently, It's legitimate!! Because I BK'd they think I will trash the house and gut it before we get kicked out, so they are gonna bribe me with money to play nice and keep the house sellable. I meet with a lady tomorrow that's going to give me the details. I think I might have a new job, with benefits...I find out Monday! It would be nice to have a steady income. And because I'm so dang poor, SDGE is gonna help me with my overdue bill..so no disconnection! Also, I had a couple more people call me regarding bookkeeping help, so out with the old clients, in with the new! New clients mean bookkeeping nightmare projects devoid of any rhyme or reason as to how they totally (suck and) lack skills at keeping track of their chit...translation- lots and lots of hours for me!
Say a prayer for me this weekend...I hope this is as low as it gets, and it's all up from here!
Let's recap 2011 so far...car I still owed $8000 dollars on engine blew, BK'd, losing house, $2000 fridge broke, dishwasher broke, air conditioner broke, pool broke, lost my unemployment benefits, PB late call about money, Scripps late call about money, had to sell boat to keep my husband business a float, bookkeeping hours got cut, got my taxes done finally and I owe over $1800 (of course)...hhhmmm is that all...give me a minute...I can think of tons more things. LOL
This week, I have been so dam depressed. Even the fact that I had WL surgery wasn't enough to cheer me up.
BUT, I think things might be starting to turn around. I got a letter from our mortgage company (delivered by FedEx signature required) telling me they will pay me to stay in my house if I help to get it sold. Apparently, It's legitimate!! Because I BK'd they think I will trash the house and gut it before we get kicked out, so they are gonna bribe me with money to play nice and keep the house sellable. I meet with a lady tomorrow that's going to give me the details. I think I might have a new job, with benefits...I find out Monday! It would be nice to have a steady income. And because I'm so dang poor, SDGE is gonna help me with my overdue bill..so no disconnection! Also, I had a couple more people call me regarding bookkeeping help, so out with the old clients, in with the new! New clients mean bookkeeping nightmare projects devoid of any rhyme or reason as to how they totally (suck and) lack skills at keeping track of their chit...translation- lots and lots of hours for me!
Say a prayer for me this weekend...I hope this is as low as it gets, and it's all up from here!
Becca 
HW 268*PRE OP263*1 MO.236*2 MO.219*3 MO.202*4 MO.193*5 MO.185*6 MO.
HW 268*PRE OP263*1 MO.236*2 MO.219*3 MO.202*4 MO.193*5 MO.185*6 MO.
Even with all the **** that is awesome news!!
I'm so happy things are turning around for you. It always does, sometimes you just need to ride the rollercoaster of crap for a while, but they eventually let you off! lol
This deserves a celebratory drink, say.....protein shakes with a twist of powder?
I'm so happy things are turning around for you. It always does, sometimes you just need to ride the rollercoaster of crap for a while, but they eventually let you off! lol
This deserves a celebratory drink, say.....protein shakes with a twist of powder?
Sian 
"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it."
Surgery Date 8/25/2011
Highest Weight 310lbs - Current Weight 154lbs - Goal Weight 175lbs
