Thursday@4Pm
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Dont feel good these couple days had a cold ...I feel like y body keeps letting me down....been eatting everything in my face almost and my brother just called me out on it and it got me emotional like he was counting what i was eating but I know i'm ready for surgery!!!!! and I feel that I will ne sucessful! he's just scared and says that we are not ready in the house ...but i dont expect everyone to change for me cause i know Im the one that needs to be strong ...because in the long run who's going to stop me from driving into a drive thru and eatting? MYSELF!!!! anyway just had to VENT MISS YOU GUYS like CRAZY!!!
6 Month Kaiser Options Classes: 10/7/2010 - 04/7/2011
Appt with Dr. Ray, Program Physician: 04/28/2011
Appt with Kaiser Fitness and Labs: 05/10/2011 and 5/20/11
Appt with Surgeon/Psych/Nutritionist:07/07/2011
Scheduled Surgery Date: 08/18/2011
Highest Weight 361 Current weight 248 Goal 150
Appt with Dr. Ray, Program Physician: 04/28/2011
Appt with Kaiser Fitness and Labs: 05/10/2011 and 5/20/11
Appt with Surgeon/Psych/Nutritionist:07/07/2011
Scheduled Surgery Date: 08/18/2011
Highest Weight 361 Current weight 248 Goal 150
Hang in there girl. These are the kinds of things that we can't control. Other people are always going to have their personal view on the WLS stuff, and we just can't let them get us down.
You are absolutely right though, it is ourselves who will be responsible for how we do after surgery. There is nothing that your brother or family needs to do to prepare, other than be supportive. On the flip side of this, could it be that your brother was trying to be supportive in calling you out? I wasn't there, so I don't know, but I'm just saying.....just maybe.
This waiting period seems to be the toughest point of all. I hate waiting for my authorization, and waiting for a call from PB, and waiting for surgery. But I have to roll with what it is, and TRY and be patient! LOL, yeah, I'm not the patient type at all.
Anytime you need to vent, we are here!
You are absolutely right though, it is ourselves who will be responsible for how we do after surgery. There is nothing that your brother or family needs to do to prepare, other than be supportive. On the flip side of this, could it be that your brother was trying to be supportive in calling you out? I wasn't there, so I don't know, but I'm just saying.....just maybe.
This waiting period seems to be the toughest point of all. I hate waiting for my authorization, and waiting for a call from PB, and waiting for surgery. But I have to roll with what it is, and TRY and be patient! LOL, yeah, I'm not the patient type at all.
Anytime you need to vent, we are here!
Sian
"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it."
Surgery Date 8/25/2011
Highest Weight 310lbs - Current Weight 154lbs - Goal Weight 175lbs