surgery july 20th

I am having my surgery july 20th I am kinda freaking out right now. Getting a little scared and running down the why am I doing this list. Needed to talk with others feeling the same way. Sometimes you feel alone making this big change in your life.

 You are definately not alone in this. I was there at one time too. Yes it is a big change but remember its for the better.  Its a good thing to go thru your list of why your having this done. I also had a list of what could and will happen if I didn't have the surgery done.
I liked the list of why I wanted it done better than the other list. 
I was more afraid of the surgery itself rather than the life afterwards, I knew I could handle that. You will be fine and then you can live your life the way it should be, at least thats how I feel, I lived in a shell my entire life. I ready to come out of my shell. you will do great and good luck let us know how you are doing.
Denise