5/10 flying out today for the weekend...wish me luck!

Flying out this weekend. We will be eating out and getting together with friends. I am going to give it my best to not blow the diet. Being around food without any restriction might do me in. At home I can set up my environment, but add a little wine and my resistance flies out the window. Chef prepared meals can do serious damage. I deny myself so much food on a day to day basis. This is why I live on a food roller coaster. I know I need a revision, but I am too afraid of surgeons after so many failures. I did read a blog the other day of a woman who used to post here and had a successful revision and finally lost her weight. I would probably end up gaining even more weight. Nope...I can't go there. Tri