April 23 - it has been a long time...back to 228 lbs. again!

I haven't been here for 6 months. No one else is here either. I would post on other forums, but this is a safe group. I am around 228 lbs. now. I have been trying to get it together, but it is so difficult for me. I take both Lantus and Novalog insulin. After I take it my appetite increases sharply. It is like my brain senses the littlest drop in blood sugar and calls out for food. I eat healthy food, but too much of it because I don't feel like I have swallowed anything. I consistently eat around 2300 calories. I move less after my toe and metatarsals were amputated last year. I also had a silent heart attack some time since the RNY. I wish I had never had this ridiculous rny. It is the gift that keeps on giving. Maybe I can turn it around and get under 200 lbs. I should be able to eat 1800 calories or even 2000 calories. Hopefully I will have a good day and post again tomorrow with happy thoughts. Tri