Back On Track Together
Redefining Self Image
Hi Everyone. Does anyone else still see, once and awhile, themselves at their original weight? Now that I've gained a few pounds I am seeing my 372 lb self again (off and on.) ...Like I still weigh my highest and when I look in the mirror I am surprised I don't. Really weird...
Any suggestions how to turn my head off and see the reality?
I feel huge now, & I can't stand to see my reflection right now.
And now I feel even more bloated with( EVE) my monthly friend visiting me this week, sorry TMI.
I can't stand to see my stomach bulging in anything, so I try to wear lose fitting tops somewhat, I weigh more now, then when I was preggers 6 yrs. ago. I have a really horrible self image right now!
You think.
I can't wait to start liking my body in the mirror again one day soon I Pray. What does help; is I look at my old "big pics" & I know I am not that big, but I feel like it with all this regain, physically & emotionally. I can't wait until these horrible feelings are gone! & to post some newer pics after my 1st 30lbs. or so comes off & posting a pick of me at my new goal too.
Thanks-jbug
Wow I hear you and feel your pain! I know gaining the weight and having to accommodate more skin and fat and a different sense of balance is daunting. But...we are here now. Whether we have a good or bad day/week we're here for each other. Everyday I wake up with such good hopes I'll make the right decisions. More often than not I don't but we can't let those times defeat us!!!!!
Hang in there. Let's get excited about getting healthy, fitting back into our old clothes...and buying cute new things!!!!! It is such a joy. You'll be posting your pics in no time. I always say...time has to pass anyway. Let's make the most of it.