Back On Track Together
Endoscope Dilema...
Having not sustained the weight loss I had hoped for... I requested an endoscope procedure to check out my RNY that was done in 2007.I am always hungry and never have that feeling of restriction when I eat. I had hoped the co-director of the Bariatric center that I had my surgery done at would do the endoscope for an in-house 2nd opinion. Well the answer was "NO"... "there's no magic bullet with weight loss surgery"... stick with your surgeon and let him do the followup "work up". I feel I've lost two years of my life trying to lose weight according to my surgeon's plan for me. Is wanting another opinion or more help to much to ask for? Has anyone else experienced this dilema? Comments are appreciated :-).
Kathy (315 prior to surgery/ lost 81.5 = 233.5/ regained 10lbs 243.5/Goal weight was 145 lbs)
RNY Surgery was done 8/24/2007
The "no" is for the endoscopy or "no" is for a second opinion?
In any case - did they justify why "no"?
Hala. RNY 5/14/2008; Happy At Goal =HAG
"I can eat or do anything I want to - as long as I am willing to deal with the consequences"
"Failure is not falling down, It is not getting up once you fell... So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again...."
It makes sense. I feel for you. Unable to trust your RNY surgeon is tough. At this point - could you trust his partner? Finding a new doc maybe very difficult. I understand that you are very upset but maybe you can let them do the test and see what they will find out. They probably can take pictures and show them to you. If you do not have restrictions then either the stoma is stretched or you nerves that indicates fullness did not heal properly. Can be either.
This is a difficult position you are in.
Hala. RNY 5/14/2008; Happy At Goal =HAG
"I can eat or do anything I want to - as long as I am willing to deal with the consequences"
"Failure is not falling down, It is not getting up once you fell... So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again...."
I put out an email to another physican assistant from a group near by to see if one of their surgeon's might help me out. I'll see what his reply is. I want an unbiased opinion and will continue my search until I find a surgeon that will be willing to see me. I was hopeful that my surgeon's partener would say yes to my request, but for obvious reasons of not stepping on the toes of his partner I'm sure is why he declined my request.
I too think the stoma at the bottom of my 25cm pouch is stretched and everything that I consume just drops right into the Roux Limb...which is 100cm long... and causes no dumping what so ever. It's almost like I did not have the surgery at all and everything is like it was prior to the surgery.
At this point I think... should I just discontinue my post bariatric protocol. Should I just return to a program like Weigh****chers and eat the normal diet that I can easily consume. Or is that admitting defeat with potentially very serious and adverse side effects because of the failed attempt at RNY?
There's so much to sort out and consider. The bottom line is I didnt' do the RNY surgery not to improve my health. It's just another crack in life I've fallen into and need to struggle to get out of . Thanks for letting me vent. I appreciate your comments and understanding.
I read some of your posts from before. And I know you are desperate at this point.
A few things that puzzle me: in one of your posts you mentioned that you eat 60-90 gr of carbs a day. with app 30 gr per meal. At that level - even at low calories - I gain weight.
I am a dumper and I developed hypoglycemia - so I try to eat very different foods: proteins fat and then some carbs with a lot of fiber (50-60 gr +) So my "net carbs" are really low. If I need to gain weight - the only thing I need to do is to switch calories I eat from fat to carbs and I gain like crazy.
I know it is not fare. But now I eat more calories, I am full quicker - and If needed i lose weight or gain.
You indicated that your triglycerides are high = that indicates insulin problem that is caused from too many carbs (too many for you - not another person).
"There is an almost direct correlation between triglyceride levels and insulin levels, although more in some people than others. The way you control blood lipids is by controlling insulin. By getting the insulin levels down, you achieve a reduction in the triglycerides levels. And you get the insulin levels down through diet and exercise." from http://www.healingdaily.com/conditions/triglycerides.htm
You may be a dumper and you may even not know it - your body gets the carbs very quickly and converts that to sugar, then you get an insulin spike - that puts any calories you consumed into your fat cells - and you get hungry again - very, very quickly. So you eat because you feel like you are starved - and the cycle continues. I.e. for you 10 gr of carbs - may trigger extra insulin level - that may start the cycle again. For someone else - that may be 20-or 100 gr.
I lost my weigh so fast - because I was sick in the process - so I could not eat much. A few times the only thing I could eat was liquids- with a very little food.
i know that i am very sensitive to carbs. And i know I will have to be on a low carb diet for the rest of my life if I want to maintain my weight loss.
Without denying that your inside may not be the way they need to be (you may even have a fistula into the old stomach) When I eat carbs - it feels like I can eat and eat and eat and not feel full.
It is important for you to get scoped. And if they do not find anything wrong, then you can try changing your diet and trying other things.
I know what works for me. Not calories restriction 9though I have some) but what the calories are coming from,, and when during the day i.e. i only eat fruits at evening - and I make sure i have fats with them, like PB, or whipped cream, etc. And only if my weight has been stable. Ice cream- no way unless it is protein ice cream, crackers (HF, HP) - maybe a few and always with cheese. etc. If I see my weight creeping back - I limit the carbs for a few days.
Good luck with the endo.
Hala. RNY 5/14/2008; Happy At Goal =HAG
"I can eat or do anything I want to - as long as I am willing to deal with the consequences"
"Failure is not falling down, It is not getting up once you fell... So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again...."
Kathy