Back On Track Together
Going to any means
I believe that is a twelve step motto I picked up and don't think they really meant it for what I did last night. Every so often I go through my cupboards and dispose of anything that might get me off track. I am such a compulsive overeater that this can include flour and shortening as I like to bake. So instead of just giving the ingredients to a friend that understands me I baked a huge batch of +++++++. Then at about midnight I drove to the homeless shelter and put it on their doorstep. Who knows if anyone will actually eat it. May be some crazy person poisoning people but at least I won't have to throw it away or shove it in my mouth. Now I still have a partial bottle of Karo syrup I need to do something with. Shoved away in a high cupboard its probably ok BUT I know it's there. This is how low I can go folks...So far this morning I had 1/4 c. oatmeal with 1/4 banana, artificial sweetener and 1 T PB2. Since I was wacky last night and didn't go to bed until well after midnight I did not get up early and exercise before work. Hopefully tonight. The rain continues here for what feels like 3 weeks. It is dampening my spirits but I am trying to push through it and likening it to my battle. It's always darkest before the dawn!
What a GREAT way to deal with those crazy cravings. I too love to bake, so am tempted even by flour, etc as I think of all the 'yummy' things I can make with it.
This way, others benefit from your wise choices. Good for you, well done. There is much to learn from your actions. Thank you for sharing.
Ruth
This way, others benefit from your wise choices. Good for you, well done. There is much to learn from your actions. Thank you for sharing.
Ruth