Even at 3 yrs, we make mistakes
Yesterday was a great day. I went to a horse show, scored the event, drove my pony, had a wonderful time. Did ok with eating except that from 11 until 5, I ate nothing. I was drinking. Then I ate a bag of popcorn because I was hungry and traveling home. Then DH wanted to go to supper and I was hungry so we did. I ate a piece of chicken, some veggies and a bite of blueberry cobbler. But I ate too much. I can't tell you how in pain I was. I don't think I have hurt that bad since I had RNY almost 3 yrs ago. Got the foamies on the way home but managed to wait to throw up until I got home. That is the first time I have thrown up since RNY. At least it relieved the pressure and I felt better but I went to bed with chills and didn't get up until this morning. I can't believe I was so stupid, not thinking or whatever. As much as I hate exposing my stuipidity, I need everyone else to know that we all do make mistakes. We need to own them, learn from them and move on.
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We all make mistakes! Mom used to say you learn best from your own mistakes. Glad you were able to get rid of it. I have had a few instances where I had foamies and could not throw up! Hours of misery. Glad you got lots of sleep, hope you are better this morning :) Hugs
Candy
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Price, I am sorry...but as you say, it is a learning experience and lets newbies know we are'nt perfect. We still make mistakes even years out.
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I am fine this morning. I hope it will be a great reminder to stop when I start feeling full and 1.5c is a high limit for me. I can do that for soups and some less dense stuff but that is the max. I just never have had a good full signal early. And I went overboard.
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It is so easy to do (the carbs) because they are everywhere. I was pleased that I did a good job controlling carbs over the weekend, then blew it with the amount of food. I guess there are always lessons to be learned.
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AWE...sorry you had to experience that Price.
I fear dumping is the one thing that keeps me under control but sometimes I let my guard down (it only takes an extra bite) and then I have BIG regrets. After I give myself the "why are you so stupid" talk I feel so Blessed that I still dump after 4.5 years.
Roz
God is walking with me every step of the way. Because of HIM this is possible!!
RNY 10/15/2008 9+ Years!!! Height: 4' 11" HW: 203 SW: 197 CW: 119 on Maintenance
It's amazing how quickly it goes from ok to oh my gosh!!!
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